May The May...What A Month!

what a hectic May month..


where should i begin..hurm!!


seems like i have lots of story to tell...
ok, Bismillah..


First - moving out from the house that we've been stayed for 13years..its not easy, 
shifting from one place to another.....energy and time consuming!


at the same time, each of us are busy with work and stuff..
Wat i can say...Stress!!


Second - disebabkan perpindahan itu memakan masa,tenaga,duit dan segala hal...
remember those tickets that my client gave it to me...i give it to my friends, 
at least someone can benefit it...deep down inside i want to go badly, but i have to be wise...
i can go shopping next time...now, my new place is the most important...
Sad but hey, thats life...


Third- i lost my hand phone....yes! first time ever in my life i lost my handphone..
the feeling? ya Allah..but to be frank, for the first time also, i didnt know how to react at this kind of situation.


Mungkin terlalu banyak sangat berfikir, sampai tak tau nak panik dulu atau nak menangis
(sooo perempuan kannn...)  atau mcm mana nak bertindak.


i dont really think of the handphone, but wat matter me the most,
the sentimental value of the phone and all the details inside...
Sebab tu dah pecah screen pun, masih tak ganti baru..


Forth  - went to Celcom centre the next day, dapat sim card baru..tak sampai 20 minute siap kad..
keluar je Celcom centre, sim kad hilang...See, how malang i am...Dugaan!


Fifth - and hey, its my birthday on 28th....received lots of warm wishes from lovely family and friends...
i dont expect any gift or any surprise...im old enough for those things...
despite of all the so-called unlucky situation..i am happy to have my husband by myside..
sekurang-kurangnya dia ada waktu aku dalam kekusutan....itu yang membuatkan aku kuat..


Fifth - a happy news to wipe away all the tears..my eldest sister, finally delivered! 
day after my birthday...its a baby girl!
Luthfiyyah Maisarah....so cute and beautiful little angel..anugerah Tuhan tak ternilai..Barakallah!
officially, im a Maklang now...jyeahh!


Last but not least, i grab a brand new handphone and of course Blackberry...
At least i have something that i hope can stay a bit longer with me..HAHA!


and the saddest of all, me and my husband..
'kehilangan' sesuatu yang sangat bermakna dan dinanti-nantikan bagi setiap pasangan yang sudah berumahtangga...


My fault...! mungkin aku tak perasan 'dia' ada....
dek sebab kesibukan pindah randah dan segala hal...aku lupa fikir pasal diri sendiri..
Time sakit tu, Allah saje yang tahu mcm mana....tapi Sedih adalah lagi tepat untuk aku...


Redha....itu je ayat penguat untuk aku..
Ya Allah, sangat besar dugaan untuk aku bulan ni..


TApi, aku lebih melihat kepada hikmah setiap apa yang terjadi..
Ya Allah, Kau ampunkan lah segala dosa-dosa ku..


~#notakaki : akan ada satu masa yang aku rasa aku betul-betul berada dibawah...
terasa terlalu kecik untuk semua hal..*sigh*