Learn to smile

Gahh...counting days always the hardest and stressful, waiting for something good to happen...

Well, thats how thing should be...or should i say, thats how life work..

And the stress add on with provocation...i just dont get it,
what kind of person that like to provoke others...
what do they get?satisfaction?in what way?
making people sad?or to see people split?or what? 

i really dont get it and im soooo pissed with this kinda people...

Sorry to say, next time i will avoid or ignore to have a conversation with you...

im not a sensitive person, but sometime there is something you need to be sensitive about others...

when it comes to relationship and family, dont mess with me!

Making joke with one's relationship is ssooooo not funny, please people...

if you wanna make joke or say anything, think first,
to you its ok, but to other people it is not...

Have you ever heard, if you say something and
 it hurts one's feeling intentionally or not, its Sinful! So, be careful....

Despite all of the stress and messy things that meanly running inside my mind.....

i manage to have some space for happy moment in m.

Ok, things make me feel happy...talking to best friends
(i dont have any 'specific' for best friends..
those who are good and kind to me,are my good friends..
so, i consider all my friends is best friend of mine...get it?*rolling eyes*)

This afternoon, was talking to a friend of mine,
we were so close back then since standard 5..

She mentioned about her engagement..
Woww, good news indeed...

a few advice and suggestion, not that bad huh..

After few minutes, had a conversation with ex-officemate..Dilla, a petite and nice person she is.

The concern is to ask about wedding procedure since we are in the same area
 and she just went through all the hustle a couples of month ago...

ended up, she told me that she is now 2 months pregnant and expected twins...

and my reaction, of course superrrr excited...haha!

That happy moment in me continues,
with the twitter-conversation with my ex-classmate,
we only had few classes together back then in campus,
we are not even in the same department,
she was taking Political Science for majoring and myself,
History and Civilization more 'fit' on me...Yet we still close to each other.

She kinda i can say soft and a bit 'kampung' style...
but now, looking at her like looking at a different person, but, the personality still remain..

Well, people change...and her job do change her a lot and successful i can say...

she travel half of the world and in the process to ownd her own house..
.i was like, whattt?at our age??

i dont even own a car!!..feeling envy a bit, but envy in a good way lah! 

All in all, talking to all these nice people do brighten up my day,

since we dont have much time together like before...

to see them happy and succeed makes me feel happy to be surrounded by successful,
 kind and happy people, which indirectly it do inspire me...

Well, that should be enough for today..
and im gonna learn to love my job starting from now..

da fakk statement? yess, i know..hah!